... ><" ....

Okay, so... there are a couple people who know about the josh fiasco. I think most people have heard from me about how AMAZINGLY FUN the grammar formal was [please note the sarcasm], but there were all these things that came after that. And it they all suck. Majorly.

To break it down for you guys, and to keep this as a record of my own destructive qualities, here's how it went.

1) Went to grammar formal. knew nobody. nobody talked to me. josh talked to me very little.
2) Left about 45 mins early. told josh he should definitely stay on, but he ended up coming with me.
3) Told cabbie to go to Randwick
4) decided halfway through taxi ride [travelled in silence] that i very much needed some chocolate.
5) asked cabbie to go to randwick junction.
6) josh didn't offer to come
7) Josh was dropped at home.
8) I went to randwick junction, asked the cabbie to wait, bought chocolate, and went straight home.
9) Josh got pissed at me for an unknown reason. I worried. a LOT. [i later found out that wasn't just pissed off. he was angry. really fucking angry. but his anger was "perfectly well contained" or some shit, according to an sms i got from him.]
10) Eventually talked to him about it.
11) Josh felt "fucked over" by the fact that i went to buy chocolate after the formal, and that i apparently deemed going to randwick junction more important than "other things". [to which i responded by asking whether by 'other things' he meant 'staying at his formal and feeling like a total loser some more'].
12) was asked whether i had PLANNED to not talk to people and leave early from formal [cos those are obviously the kind of things you plan to do], and if i had PLANNED to feel loserly, i shouldn't have gone in the first place.
13) argued some more
14) i asked him what he wanted me to do, since i had been apologizing sincerely throughout the phone call and it didn't seem to be doing any good.
15) was told that i would need to "figure it out myself"
16) told him AGAIN that i was sorry, and that i had no fantastic powers with which i could rewind time and do it all again, and that all i could really do at this stage [or any stage, in fact]was apologize.
17) was informed that my apologies would be thought about and perhaps not accepted
18) the above comment was not taken well.
19) Josh emphasized his extreme anger some more. Other words were exchanged.
20) Boom. Friendship over. That's right. The end. Finito. Just like that.

And somewhere in the arguing part it was implied about three times that i am not a "decent person", and that what i did was completely mindless and inconsiderate, and that i didn't think at all about the implications of my actions, and that it was one of the most inconsiderate things that anyone has ever done to him. The whole ordeal was worse than what i make it sound like. parts of it in my summary sound almost comical. Trust me, they were NOT comical. I was pretty much in tears by the end of it. He actually made me feel like complete shit.

You may well be wondering why i care at all... well... I know i bag him out a lot, but god knows i pay out people i'm close to and still love them to pieces. Not that i love josh to pieces, but you catch my drift. I really liked him as a friend. Just nothing more.

I'm not sure how i stand on the whole thing just yet... At first i was pretty depressed about it, but now i'm kind of going through stages of being sad and being indignant and being angry. Cos i can see why he'd be mad at me, but what i still don't understand is why he got THIS mad. I mean, yeah, it probably was really inconsiderate and thoughtless of me, but a lot of the time i just do things without thinking about it first. All i thought was "It was a pretty crap night. Need chocolate", and going to buy chocolate seemed like a logical answer. Apparently not T.T

But... is it unreasonable of me to think that maybe HE'S being a little unreasonable? I understand that he's angry, but... i'm probably blocked or deleted on msn, and am de-friended on both facebook and in real life. I see it as a bit of an over reaction, but maybe i'm just missing something again. Argh, i don't know anymore!!! *pulls out hair* DX

Anyways, sorry for the rant, but the whole thing just happened really quickly and was kind of confusing. I'm going to try and forget about it all now, but it's a little difficult. I mean, I destroyed a friendship. How about that. Didn't know i had it in me ><

I hate fucking english.

So, as you can see by the title, my bouts of what i have deemed 'hsc-triggered swearing' have started kicking in. i nearly described english paper 2 as "fucking english paper 2" in front of my mother, but managed to turn it into an elongated 'ffffffffffffffffff' before the whole word came out. so no harm done.

i had an entire weekend- an entire fucking weekend - to study for this exam which is without a doubt the worst out of all the english exams. even extension is better than advanced paper 2. it's nearly 10:30pm and i've only looked at module A, and very briefly at that. Module C should be okay if i give it a quick read over later on, but module B, in the skin of a fucking lion, is going to be my ultimate downfall. it'll be about 2.5 pages in massive, massive writing, saying things like.. well, here's a sneak preview into my module B essay:

"In the skin of a lion is a book written by Michael Ondaatje. It's about a guy named Patrick. It's set in Canada [i think]. It involved migrant loggers who speak a different language, stuff about light and dark, moths, bridges and nuns. Patricks first girlfriend was called Clara, and during one of their sexual encounters he deemed it appropriate to consume his own semen. Clara left him for some other guy, and then Patrick had a relationship with Alice."

and that's my essay. in a nutshell. I told nuz that if i'm definitely, royally screwed over for this one, i'm going to incorporate the bit about patrick eating his own semen. I'm sure that the markers will be totally impressed about my knowledge of the book and my attention to details. Anyway. The last thing i'm going to say tonight about module B is that i hate michael ondaatje and his stupid fucking book. Yeah, take that michael ondaatje DX

I can't WAIT for this to be over. I can't wait to take my school stuff, soak it in kerosene and set it on fire. Although i'm not sure whether i'll be able to do that, since Nuz and i are struggling to find a way in which to burn even a few momentus items such as a cheapo copy of dumbass ondaatje's book, some postmoderism stuff, the front page of our imaginative journeys poem booklets with coleridge's picture on the front and some math things, let alone an entire garbage bag full of educational shit. Nuz pointed out that a campground would be appropriate, since they have bonfire areas and stuff, and i got all excited, but then we both kinda realized that there're no camping grounds in sydney. Well, fuck. How else are we supposed to embrace our inner pyromaniac whilst simultaneously decontaminating ourselves from the plague of the hsc? *sigh*

Anyway, i should go now and do a couple hours of cramming. Good luck to you all for english paper 2 and the rest of the hsc. Like jennyya said, we need to organize days out and stuff afterwards, kay? <3 [and we can knock jolene out with a blowdart and drag her to join our festivities].

Shall see you all tomorrow for fun times DX

who's damn idea was this, anyway?

okay, so... trials start on tuesday. its now 12:30am on monday. i've spent most of my time studying for math, and am still failing at past papers. because of the preoccupation with math, i have not learned anything for modern history, nor have i memorized any english essays, studied for history extension, or even started looking at bio. therefore, math is the center of all problems, and is a fucking plague upon the world. that's right. i've also started swearing like a truckie. delightful, sarah. really intelligent.

you might be wondering why i'm typing a blog entry if i'm so screwed. well, i've given up hope of getting a UAI of above, oh, let's say, 30. i shall be a scar on the face of SGHS, i shall get a little asterix * on my paper, i shall take the paper with the asterix * on it to a bar, and i shall get free beer. see? there's a silver lining to everything.

the one thing i would like to know right now is... who the FUCK thought that it would be a good idea to introduce this stupid hsc in the first place? i was talking to amanda on the phone about the matter a couple days ago, and here's my theory...:

fuckwit #1: I don't think that our students are under enough stress.

other fuckwits: yes. we agree.

fuckwit #1: We have no means to differentiate them.

other fuckwits: yes. we agree.

fuckwit #1: i have a plan. i think that we should put them through high school, lure them into a false sense of security, make them think that maybe high school isn't so bad after all, and then we can dump upon their teenage shoulders a monumental amount of unnecessary, occasionally suicidal stress that is extremely hard to deal with. we shall put them through a grinder, make them worried, frustrated, make them lose sleep, make them cry, put them in a permanent state of what would appear to be PMS, and make them all feel like supreme idiots who don't know shit about anything. We shall also force them to make important life decisions and choose career paths before some of them are even able to be recognized as legal adults. We shall complete the year with a couple of rounds of horribly stressful exams which we will deem " extremely important " , and we shall make people feel like they are going to face imminent doom if they do not do well. The people who do not perform adequately in regards to what we see as "necessary life skills", or, in other words, the people who do not hold the ability to retain and regurgitate gigantuan quantities of generally useless information, shall have their morales crushed, and shall live out their final year of high school feeling like they are going to fail at life.

other fuckwits: yes. this is indeed a wonderous and amazing idea. it shall be so.

anyways. i hope you guys are doing better than me. actually, no matter how badly you think you're doing, i can guarantee that i will always be here, doing my job and bringing up the rear, no melodrama intended. so it's all good. just promise me that a few years down the track, you guys will come and visit me in my cardboard box every now and again, and drop some money into the tin can that i will have sitting in front of my hobo blanket, next to my old shopping trolley filled with dirty clothing and other crap of a miscellaneous nature. [maybe there was some melodrama in that last bit. but who knows..?]

sooo... i don't think anybody's going to read this for a while, but i wish you all the very best of luck for trials and such, anyways. *raises champagne glass* may you all keep at it, stay strong, not complain as much as me, and do well *cheers* =]

Formal Date? o.o

I should be working my ass off right now, but just cos i'm so good at prioritizing, i thought i'd type up a blog entry instead ^^ heheheh...

So, last week [was it?] Amanda and i made a pact that we would both try to fill our date quotas [since we both registered that we were taking dates when the formal people went around asking]. Anyways, we hyped ourselves up about it on the phone, and suddenly our lives became filled with purpose XD Amanda was actually due to see her person several days ago at tutoring, and she was all prepared to ask him, but then he didn't turn up =_=" SOooo, her chance will come on Monday =] If he says no [which he shouldn't], we must firstly all hug Amanda, and then go and bash the guy for being retarded and loserly, kay? ^^ hee..

And with Amanda's moral support, i ended up asking Brian to go with me... >< he said that if he's not going away, then he'll go with me. So i'm refusing to let myself get happy about it, cos there's still a 50% chance that he won't come. So... yeh. But... 50% of a date is better than nothing, right...? And i won't even get into JJ and her "ferris-wheel-cuteness" idea. But damn you for putting these ideas in my head T.T

Hmm... well, what else have i got to say...? Amanda's house was fun [see JJ's blog], and Vicky and I are going to see Mamma Mia on Monday [alliteration!]. Call me a loser, but i love musicals ^^ And that also means that i won't be able to make it to Josh's picnic. Too bad. So sad.

Yeh... it's a little strange... i saw him walking past my house on his way to Centennial, and he was totally rude. but then i got this message from him the next day telling me that he's planning a picnic thing for monday, and would i like to join. I sent him an sms saying that i had half baked plans for Monday, and that i'd let him know. And he sends me back a message saying "half baked like a cookie?"

... yep, sure josh. Half baked like a cookie. -__-" baka. I'm going to Bondi Westfields tonight, since its thursday night shopping, so i might ask him if he wants to come with. He wanted to meet up once these holidays, and i'm not going to his picnic, so... nyeh, whatever.

OH! I ALMOST FORGOT! Fruits Basket volume 20 came out this month, so i bought it [naturally], and... and... Akito is such a biatch!!!! aaarrgghhhh!!! I got to the end, and i was like O_O / T.T / >.< / ;_; Dunno if i should care about giving spoilers and whatnot, seeing as people have either read ahead in the scanlations, or don't give a shit anyhow, but... wah... >< One of my favorite FB couples of all time might not happen!!! Oh, the agony. [See, i told you i'm fantastic at prioritizing...]

Anyways, I should go and do something constructive... maybe...

Hope you guys are all doing well, and I'll see you all on Tuesday. wh hoo. School. Oh joy of my life -___________________-

Well, negative stuff aside, hope you have a decent end of holidays =] cyaa

the turkish restaurant

my mum, my dad and i went out to eat last night with some people that my mum used to know through TAFE. we went to this turkish restaurant, and OMG it was sooo good. i shoud've taken pictures of all the food, but... it would've looked really strange under the circumstances. but anyways.

when we arrived at the place they were already there [the parents plus 2 kids, both guys], and they told us that they had ordered this pre-set menu thing, so that we would've have to bother ordering stuff. so the waiter people brought out all of this bread and huge plates with dips, eggplant dishes, crispy pastry filled with ricotta cheese [or some kind of cheese], potato salad and diced tomato salad. the four parents sat at one end of the table, and the three "children" sat at the other end , and we got one dish of everything per 'group'. it all tasted SO good, and i ate too much =.= anyways, there was so much food on the table that you couldn't see the table, and i was full by the time i finished eating. but then it was announced that what we had just consumed was only the entree, and that we still had a main course and dessert to eat O_O and the two guys i was sitting with ate so much food that even i couldn't believe it. and i can eat a LOT when i want to. seriously, i know that asian people don't like to waste food, but these two guys [not asian] took it to a whole new level. it was crazy. i felt kind of sick after seeing them eat so much.

so main course came out about an hour after we finished the so-called entree. it was a big dish [one per group again] of lamb, chicken, beef, vegetables and rice. i actually managed to eat some of it, just because it tasted so damn good. but still... so much food ><>_>

and THEN the mother of the other family ordered tea and coffee for people, so i had a cup of tea.

and THEN [this is at about 11pm], the restaurant is kind of emptying out, and the manager people tell us that we can move over to the couch dining area, since there were no people there. i'm guessing that the couch dining area was created in authentic turkish fashion, cos the couches and seats were reallly low to the ground. anyways, we sat around talking about some stuff, and then somebody ordered us [the three young people] all apple tea, so i had apple tea. and then at about 12pm, somebody ordered more apple tea for us, so we all got another serving. and then the managers gave us another plate of dessert just cos they felt like it, and i had one piece of something, and barely managed to finish it, even though it was bite-sized.

by the time we got home, it was 1:15am. it was fine for me [i would've liked to have stayed longer], but i was so shocked that my parents actually stayed out so late without falling asleep. amazing.

and here i am at lunchtime the next day, having had half a glass of orange juice for breakfast and no lunch, and i'm still full. which is quite a phenomenon for me. this is the first time that i can remember that my tummy has failed to rumble after missing two meals. phenomenon indeed.

ok, i've still got stuff to say, so this is gonna end up being pretty long >_>

going back to the turkish restaurant situation... one of the brothers was in year 7, and the other was first year uni. and it took about five minutes for the younger one to warm to me, and after that he would not shut up. and he asked me such random questions. like... the last time i saw them, we battled for the title of superior pokemon trainer on our gameboy colors. so obviously we had plenty of stuff to catch up on. but... the year 7 kid would turn to me whenever the mood struck him [which was about ever thirty seconds], and here is an example of some of our conversations:

him: hey sarah!
me: what?
him: do you like onions?
me: ... uh... yeah, onions are good... it's not like i can eat them by themselves or anything, but they're good in stir fry and stuff...
him: oh, ok... what about leeks?
me: @_@

and

him: hey sarah!
me: what?
him: i have blue violin!
me: ... that's great, brendan. i have a brown violin.
him: do you play computer games?
me: @_@

and

him: hey sarah!
me: what?
him: have you ever done pottery?
me: no, actually, ive never done pottery.
him: oh... i'm coming second in my class in science!
me: @_@

he was the most random kid i've ever met. he just talked and talked and talked and talked about everything, and even if i was in the middle of talking with his brother about something, he'd be like "sarah, guess what? i can make a talking face hand puppet with a tissue!"... yeh. he was really cute for the most part, but there were times when i wanted to say "brendan, let's play a game. let's play 'see if brendan can sit on his chair for five minutes and not say anything'. but whatever. year sevens will be year sevens, i guess xD

anyways, my mum is telling me that i have to eat something otherwise its unhealthy... >< i don't wanna eat anything... T.T my stomach will blow up. well, whatever... cyaa

eyecandyy!!! *sighs*

omg omg omg. my eyes are so happy right now xD while i was at the gym just then i saw this guy who was really hot *drool* he was aussie-looking, so i was kinda surprised that i found him so damn attractive. i'm not being racist [or am i?hmm...] , but i tend to be more attracted to asian guys. but whatever. who cares. he was so hot ^^ and he had a really good body =D [not that i was looking, but.. you know... gym clothes tend to be more revealing of your body assets or faults... ]

he actually looked kind of like a guy who used to go to my primary composite class, but since i hardly knew him back then, and since its been so many years, i couldn't really be sure at all. so i guess he was just a vague representation of what i thought a guy i barely knew in primary school might possibly look like when he got older haha. sooo... yah. basically i have no idea whether it was him or not. i dunno whether he caught me looking at him, but if he did i must've looked really creepy >< but anyways. it totally made my day worthwhile XD *sighs* i really should get my priorities in order one of these days...

so... tomorrow's the last day of term. this week has seriously dragged by for me. i woke up on monday and felt like it should've been friday. i woke up on tuesday and felt like it should've been friday. and finally i'm going to wake up tomorrow and it's actually going to be friday. but then i guess that i have a ton of work to do, so... meh... whatever. no classes for two weeks. lets be positive. i hope that we can all work hard in preparation for the trials ^^ easier said than done, but... we haven't got very much time left. i'm freaking myself out by typing such un-me-like things, but i'm trying to motivate myself here >_>

and anyway, we've got next thursday to look forward to, which'll be lots of fun^^ one day of pure brainlessness and messing around will be good for us, i think. hopefully it'll make us work harder before and after. like... before thursday i can think that i should do lots of work so that i can go out on thursday, and then after thursday i can think "well, i had one full day of doing absolutely nothing, so now i should get down to business". anyways, it should be a good day =]

so yeh.. i'll go now and uh... do stuff... yeh... >_> cyaa

ASIAN PRIDE! xD

today during our double free wendy, ellen, jj, nuz and i went to galaxy world on george street to be true asians and play DDR xD for me, it was really really fun!!! and i really want to go again sometime ^^

Nuz and i went first, but we failed in the first round >< but, not to be discouraged, we tried again and showed some improvement. ellen and i even made it through an entire game without failing =] we could totally make the DDR olympics or something haha.

there was this guy next to us who played for aaages, and he was pretty pro, but his face was dripping with sweat >_> kinda gross looking, but i guess that if you want to be a DDR master, you can't care if you produce liters of sweat for the general public to see.... heheh, anyways... all in all, a pretty satisfying double free. WENDY AND I EVEN SAW ELLEN EAT A MCDONALDS SOFT SERVE AND A MCCHICKEN BURGER O_O apparently she likes to eat mcdonalds, but still... it was pretty amazing to see her eating it. yes... a day filled with excitement and unexpected surprises... XD oh yeh, speaking of mcdonalds, the mcdonalds on george street is so cool!!! it's all fancy with fake spray painted balconies and columns and stuff... pretty classy for a mcdonalds. and it's got nice tables and benches too... yeh. you guys have probably seen it before, but i walked in and it was like.. o_O really unexpected..

hmm... so... i haven't really got any other updates that i can add... apart from the fact that todays english was really disappointing, cos i wanted extension back... and we were sitting there fully expecting to get back our papers which they've had for frickin ages, only to be disappointed. we couldn't get them back cos apparently dr. hughes was away. so stupid... and hartley gave his class back theirs by 'accident', so therefore they got to see their papers and their marks and stuff. we asked ordell if she could give us ours back by 'accident', but she wouldn't. and she wouldn't even tell us our marks -___- so therefore she spent yet another double period droning on and on in her drug induced state about nothing in particular -.-

actually, yesterday nuz and i got our names marked off and left the room with our bags while ordell was trying to get the dvd to work. we went to the library, stayed there for the whole double, and today she didn't even mention anything. and we sit in the front row, right under her nose. if she didn't notice that we were even gone, then... >_> that's just crazy. whatever. i'm not complaining that she either doesn't notice or doesn't care. it just gives me more material to work with when i'm bagging her out. sometimes you've gotta feel sorry for her, but... nyah...

so... i should really go and try to do some educational shite now, like catching up on the 6 or so exercises that i haven't done on logs, just cos logs are retarded and i hate them. so yeh... signing out!

american graduation... and other stuff.

So, the people i started freshman year with in America are now graduating... i got an email from jean just then, and tomorrow at 2pm, they'll be changing their tassels and throwing their graduation caps in the air^^ I'm so, so, SO jealous, but it's a little sad. i wish i was over there with them too, but at the same time, i'd rather be with everybody here. it really makes me think of cliché sayings like "you can't have everything", or "you can't be in two places at once". well... yeh... congratulations to all of them ^^

on a less happy/reminscent/whatever note, my dad has developed "grumpy old man syndrome". i swear, he's hit 60 and it's like some little switch in his brain has been switched on, which tells him that he has to be disagreeable and argumentative all the time, about EVERYTHING. and his cleaning/pedantic OCD has really gone through the roof. for example, we were making oatmeal cookies tonight, and he was watching me mix stuff together, and i dropped ONE oat on the floor. and as SOON as it happened, he made this face like it was the end of the world, and sighs REALLY loudly, and goes and gets a fricken sponge to pick it up with, and goes "sarah, i told you, that's why you don't put the bowl so close to the edge! because these accidents happen! okay? you hear me?" and i rolled my eyes and said in a slightly patronising way "yes, dad.." and then his expression changed really rapidly, and he goes "DON'T BE SMART WITH ME". O_O i was just like... wth. he's male PMSing. is this meant to happen when men turn 60? they get all mood-swingy and strange and all of their OCDs start becoming more prominent? meh, whatever.

anyway, i gotta go eat now... so yeh. ^^ cyaa <3

paranoid... ><

okay, well, i just finished going over my history extension project for the last time. i'm so paranoid that i might have overlooked something, but... at the same time, i don't think that i have... it's just nerves, i suppose. it's the end of something that i've been working on since last year, and in less than 24 hours it's going to be out of my hands, and into the hands of people who matter AKA people who have an effect on what your hsc mark will be AKA the history teachers of SGHS and the actual hsc markers... ><>< [thanks to amanda who listened to my paranoid ramblings]. anyways, whatever. i'm going to go into school early tomorrow, print it off and refuse to let myself read over it any more. i'll just freak myself out and screw things up.

anyways.

i got an email from josh about a week ago, being like, " how's stuff, blah blahblah, i'm doing blah blah blah, holidays are coming up, wanna catch a movie". so i emailed back, saying that a movie sounded great, and could i ask chris/brain/tintin to come [yes, i typed 'brain' on purpose. jj's said it a few times, and it's kinda caught on.. ^^;;], since i haven't seen them in a while etc etc. and it took him awhile to reply back, and when he did, regarding the movie, he said that as long as i organized it, i could invite whoever. but the way he put it, i dunno whether this means that i can only invite people as long as i organize the whole movie thing, or whether it means that as long as i'm the one who organizes inviting the people, then it's okay. if he's dumping the whole "organizing the movie" business on me then he can go to hell. it was HIS idea to see a movie, not mine. and organizing shit with kfc people always takes 10000 times more effort than with other people. i don't know why. but it always somehow becomes this long and complicated process. i don't know if that paragraph made any sense whatsoever. but point is, he made the offer to see a movie, so therefore he's not dumping that long and complicated process on me. >_>

and.... well, i don't have anything else to say. except, and i mentioned this to amanda on the phone... my minions are dying again v.v it doesn't really matter, since amanda now has enough minions for the both of us, and will soon have enough minions to take over the world, but yeh. i really only mentioned that because i want to have a label titled 'minions' xD okay, i'll shut up now.

i'm bored.

i'm going to type up a blog entry just because i feel like it. and because i should be studying for stupid biology, but i don't want to because i learned all the shit for the FIRST biology prac, and am currently deeply resentful of the fact that we have to do it AGAIN.

i also just spent about half an hour messing around with blog colors and whatnot, trying to find something that i liked. but after i finished, i decided that i liked the black better [because i'm emo like that], so i went and undid the whole thing -__- i'm liking blogspot tons more than blogdrive [sorry blogdrive]. i also feel weird because i went from "chocolate211" to "tofutofu211". it looks like i've undergone some kind of health kick or something.

you know, english today was even more depressing than usual. because ordell showed up pretty late, and everybody was getting all excited. but then, just as we were actually daring to believe that maybe she wasn't actually going to show, we heard a drugged up "hello, girls" coming from the direction of the doorway, and in that one cruel second all of our hopes and dreams were smashed to pieces and came crashing down around us, destroying all happiness and awake-ness. and then i spent the double doing the crossword and drawing, nuz spend the double catching up on some sleep, and aisha spent the double doing target, and helping me with the crossword.

umm.... yeh... i'll go and check/comment on other blogs now ^^ and maybe, just maybe, at like, 11pm, i'll start looking over some biology notes >_>

new blog ^^

okay, well, now i'm on blogspot. i just signed up so that jj could add me as an author on our travel blog, but... yeh. *looks around* i wanted the address to be "tofutofu.blogspot.com", but some stupid other person already took it. so i had to add my usual "211" to the end of it, which was thankfully available. surprisingly there are times when the "211" doesn't work. like, on the end of my youtube username, i ended up putting "21111", because "211" and "2111" were taken xD speaking of youtube, i should make a video sometime. i should contribute to the community of youtube vloggers. i should try to understand the fun in talking to a camera and have people leave you comments like "you suck" or "i hate you" or "you're not funny". anyway.

um... what's been happening...?

#1: the HSC. obviously. and unfortunately. meh.

#2: not much. thanks to #1.

there has been a sad lack of money, free time, guiltlessness from not studying and boys in recent times...

but we have year 12 jerseys now, so that kinda makes things better =)

um, this entry is gonna be cut short, cos i'm being yelled at to go and say hi to my aunt who's here for dinner tonight. so uh... yep. yay for my first blogspot entry^^ and yay for tofus =D