An Analogy

- It's like acne or a diseased, stray animal or something. I just want to kick it in the ribs and have it die so that it'll quit following me around and I can move on without it -


Was talking to A. just now. Came up with an analogy for my ridiculous liking-of-HPguy situation that's coming up to its 1.5 year anniversary. Decided to record it here just for kicks. And just in advance, come tomorrow evening I'll most likely have yet another mortifying event to pencil into my personal history. Oh well. It might take time, but in the end we regret what we didn't do more than what we did. So I guess that ultimately I'd rather know that I put myself out there than wonder why I didn't step up when I could've. In light of recent events, I suppose that I want to avoid regretting inaction [in regards to people, at least. Can't say my studies are benefiting much from this new leaf].

And anyway. Practice makes perfect. One of these days it's going to work out. It won't be tomorrow, but someday.