You Make Me Wanna Die.

I just got really annoyed by reading people's comments on YouTube videos xD Naivety really does fuel stigma to a ridiculous extent. If people just opened their goddamn eyes, and quit being such narrow minded, self absorbed jackasses, there would be less problems in the world.

So to all the whiners out there, both in real life and online. To all the people who are so sexually unaware and un-accepting that they may as well go around wearing t-shirts that say "I'm going to be celibate for eternity", to all the racists, the homophobes, sexists, superficial dipshits, ageists, religious extremists... not everyone is like you. That doesn't mean that anybody is right or wrong. What it means is that there is more than one way to perceive an issue, idea or situation. I mean, I accept the fact that such idiots actually exist and have a right to exist in society, even if I don't necessarily agree with it. So grow the fuck up, be a human being, learn to accept differences and be opinionated without shoving your beliefs in anyone's face, and stop being disrespectful. It takes all kinds to make a world.

Is It Too Much That I Asked You For?

Bottom line: If they're not trying to contact you, don't wait around. If they're not asking you to do things, don't live in hope. If they don't give as much of a shit about you as you do for them, walk away. They might be an awesome person, but... it's not worth it. It's not worth it at all.

I think I'm over the hill. Or at least, I care significantly less than I did a week ago. It's a little fucked up that the road to self preservation when it comes to these things is not caring, but hey, I'm not really complaining. And even though I had no alternatives and nowhere else to turn, I feel as though I wasted way too much of my time, effort and life on this utterly hopeless case. It was never going to happen. Ever. I was just a blind moron who remained pathetically optimistic for an extended period of time. And I guess that guys can have that effect, but never again. I am determined to never let it get that far ever, ever again. Stick a fork in me, I'm done.