Thursday, August 27, 2009

La vida esta bien.

It only takes...

One experience to make or break you.
One smile to brighten a day.
One conversation to make you feel wanted.
One hug to make you feel loved.
One person to make a difference

:)

Yeah... I've had another epiphany. For some reason, the word 'epiphany' always reminds me of Ordell... I think it was because she stumbled into English one day, announced "Girls, I've had an epiphany", and then proceeded to talk about nothing in particular. Anyway. I was thinking today [yes, thinking], and I realized that I complain a lot about being alone/being lonely/woe is me/disgusting self-pitying bullshit. But then I also realized that it'd be much, much, much worse if I literally didn't have a single person to send messages to, get messages from, talk to, call up, meet with, say hi to, go to cruises with [<3] or sit in lectures with. So I think I'll stop complaining about that now. 

For those of you who are frequently surrounded by people, don't take it for granted, 'kay? Cos.. I dunno. I mean today, the things that made me happiest were seeing Vicky at Wentworth, walking down Eastern Ave with Harry Potter guy and having him smile at me and say 'bye' when we went seperate ways, and being there with Kuan for Chris on his graduation day/night and feeling like he was genuinely glad that we turned up. It might seem realllly sad to some people, but... oh well ^^ That's me :)

So basically, thanks for all the small things as well as the big things:) That's what that all comes down to without me getting all soppy and gross.

Much love.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Ranting Condensed.

Instead of ranting, I thought I'd condense the things I have to rant about into a few simple dot points. I'm in more of a dot-pointy mood. 

1) I've been single for too long. It sucks. Surely I can't be that much worse than Aroni T_T

2) I ate my body weight in food yesterday. Not a good idea. Felt fat and gross, but kept eating anyways==  Still not entirely sure why I did it.

3) I do not have enough hours in my life to do all my uni work. I'd have to give up something else, like say... sleeping >_>

4) It'd be nice to have somebody. 

5) Arts can be a lonely degree sometimes. 

6) Almond and Cherry sour cocktails are yummm :9   *craves*

That's it. Short and sweet ^^ I should go to sleep now... work tomorrow. *shudder*.  At least I don't have to work with my boss :)   

Much love.