american graduation... and other stuff.

So, the people i started freshman year with in America are now graduating... i got an email from jean just then, and tomorrow at 2pm, they'll be changing their tassels and throwing their graduation caps in the air^^ I'm so, so, SO jealous, but it's a little sad. i wish i was over there with them too, but at the same time, i'd rather be with everybody here. it really makes me think of cliché sayings like "you can't have everything", or "you can't be in two places at once". well... yeh... congratulations to all of them ^^

on a less happy/reminscent/whatever note, my dad has developed "grumpy old man syndrome". i swear, he's hit 60 and it's like some little switch in his brain has been switched on, which tells him that he has to be disagreeable and argumentative all the time, about EVERYTHING. and his cleaning/pedantic OCD has really gone through the roof. for example, we were making oatmeal cookies tonight, and he was watching me mix stuff together, and i dropped ONE oat on the floor. and as SOON as it happened, he made this face like it was the end of the world, and sighs REALLY loudly, and goes and gets a fricken sponge to pick it up with, and goes "sarah, i told you, that's why you don't put the bowl so close to the edge! because these accidents happen! okay? you hear me?" and i rolled my eyes and said in a slightly patronising way "yes, dad.." and then his expression changed really rapidly, and he goes "DON'T BE SMART WITH ME". O_O i was just like... wth. he's male PMSing. is this meant to happen when men turn 60? they get all mood-swingy and strange and all of their OCDs start becoming more prominent? meh, whatever.

anyway, i gotta go eat now... so yeh. ^^ cyaa <3

paranoid... ><

okay, well, i just finished going over my history extension project for the last time. i'm so paranoid that i might have overlooked something, but... at the same time, i don't think that i have... it's just nerves, i suppose. it's the end of something that i've been working on since last year, and in less than 24 hours it's going to be out of my hands, and into the hands of people who matter AKA people who have an effect on what your hsc mark will be AKA the history teachers of SGHS and the actual hsc markers... ><>< [thanks to amanda who listened to my paranoid ramblings]. anyways, whatever. i'm going to go into school early tomorrow, print it off and refuse to let myself read over it any more. i'll just freak myself out and screw things up.

anyways.

i got an email from josh about a week ago, being like, " how's stuff, blah blahblah, i'm doing blah blah blah, holidays are coming up, wanna catch a movie". so i emailed back, saying that a movie sounded great, and could i ask chris/brain/tintin to come [yes, i typed 'brain' on purpose. jj's said it a few times, and it's kinda caught on.. ^^;;], since i haven't seen them in a while etc etc. and it took him awhile to reply back, and when he did, regarding the movie, he said that as long as i organized it, i could invite whoever. but the way he put it, i dunno whether this means that i can only invite people as long as i organize the whole movie thing, or whether it means that as long as i'm the one who organizes inviting the people, then it's okay. if he's dumping the whole "organizing the movie" business on me then he can go to hell. it was HIS idea to see a movie, not mine. and organizing shit with kfc people always takes 10000 times more effort than with other people. i don't know why. but it always somehow becomes this long and complicated process. i don't know if that paragraph made any sense whatsoever. but point is, he made the offer to see a movie, so therefore he's not dumping that long and complicated process on me. >_>

and.... well, i don't have anything else to say. except, and i mentioned this to amanda on the phone... my minions are dying again v.v it doesn't really matter, since amanda now has enough minions for the both of us, and will soon have enough minions to take over the world, but yeh. i really only mentioned that because i want to have a label titled 'minions' xD okay, i'll shut up now.

i'm bored.

i'm going to type up a blog entry just because i feel like it. and because i should be studying for stupid biology, but i don't want to because i learned all the shit for the FIRST biology prac, and am currently deeply resentful of the fact that we have to do it AGAIN.

i also just spent about half an hour messing around with blog colors and whatnot, trying to find something that i liked. but after i finished, i decided that i liked the black better [because i'm emo like that], so i went and undid the whole thing -__- i'm liking blogspot tons more than blogdrive [sorry blogdrive]. i also feel weird because i went from "chocolate211" to "tofutofu211". it looks like i've undergone some kind of health kick or something.

you know, english today was even more depressing than usual. because ordell showed up pretty late, and everybody was getting all excited. but then, just as we were actually daring to believe that maybe she wasn't actually going to show, we heard a drugged up "hello, girls" coming from the direction of the doorway, and in that one cruel second all of our hopes and dreams were smashed to pieces and came crashing down around us, destroying all happiness and awake-ness. and then i spent the double doing the crossword and drawing, nuz spend the double catching up on some sleep, and aisha spent the double doing target, and helping me with the crossword.

umm.... yeh... i'll go and check/comment on other blogs now ^^ and maybe, just maybe, at like, 11pm, i'll start looking over some biology notes >_>

new blog ^^

okay, well, now i'm on blogspot. i just signed up so that jj could add me as an author on our travel blog, but... yeh. *looks around* i wanted the address to be "tofutofu.blogspot.com", but some stupid other person already took it. so i had to add my usual "211" to the end of it, which was thankfully available. surprisingly there are times when the "211" doesn't work. like, on the end of my youtube username, i ended up putting "21111", because "211" and "2111" were taken xD speaking of youtube, i should make a video sometime. i should contribute to the community of youtube vloggers. i should try to understand the fun in talking to a camera and have people leave you comments like "you suck" or "i hate you" or "you're not funny". anyway.

um... what's been happening...?

#1: the HSC. obviously. and unfortunately. meh.

#2: not much. thanks to #1.

there has been a sad lack of money, free time, guiltlessness from not studying and boys in recent times...

but we have year 12 jerseys now, so that kinda makes things better =)

um, this entry is gonna be cut short, cos i'm being yelled at to go and say hi to my aunt who's here for dinner tonight. so uh... yep. yay for my first blogspot entry^^ and yay for tofus =D